Needed a place to cry « Thread Started on Jul 29, 2009, 8:37pm »
Jade sighed looking into the water, she had just finished crying...over something stupid though. It seemed she cryed alot since she came here, uselly she could hold it in but this place made her more emotional...maybe it was her missing home...or seeing she wasn't the only one hurting.
Jade started to draw in the dirt with the stick she had, wiping her wet cheeks off. She had a damn therapy session today...and the therapist asked her questions about her past, then started to suggest maybe she was doing this was for attention. She wanted to reach across the desk and hit him...if she wanted to do something for attention she'd do something else...she'd...go out and get drunk or something. Killing herself was not for attention...she honestly thought everyone including herself would be happyier if she died.
Jade wiped the tears that fell from her eyes and sighed, looking around the lake, it was nice here. Peaceful and quiet, somewhere she could come and think. she had to admit she liked it here, the lake not the damn school. No she hated the school and everything about it...well except kriss. He was really nice..after the whole shy part quiet part. He was like her in that way, shy and quiet..and hurting. everyone here was hurting in someway..more then others. Like herself, no one understood her and they never would, she was just a foster child who misbehaved. Therapist automaticly assumed every foster child was bad, that being raised in the system was a bad thing. And it could be but Jade was lucky...she had william and katie and she knew they ment well but...she hated them for sending her here.
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